I just wish you could hold me right now. I long for it so bad! I wish I could look into your eyes right now and run my fingers (and my nails are growing now! :)) up through your hair and down the back of your head to over your ears and to your neck and shoulders and give you a rub down all over while you hold me. I wish I could just go back and stop time and lay in your arms forever!
Sorry, I'm just really wanting to cry because I miss you so bad right now. I have so many things I want to share with you and tell you. My heart beats for you every minute. I wonder if you know at all how I feel and if you EVER even think about me any more. I should have never let you see me at my worst. I needed a haircut and hair color. I was so exhausted from staying up two nights with you and with the incident with 9, and then I rode on a plane and drove all day long! I wouldn't blame you for being disappointed in me when you saw me. I was a partial emotional wreck, too, what with all of the excitement on top of the stress and drama of the preceding week.
I can only hope that you really meant what you said about the looks not being everything and that my heart was able to speak to your heart and my soul spoke to your soul like yours did to mine. I hope I get another chance to be all that you want and need. I promise I would not let you down and would love and cherish you like no other.
Missing you tremendously!
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