I watched Ferris Bueller's Day Off with A last night. She's been wanting me to. We had fun, and of course I kept thinking of you throughout it. I really hope that you are doing good and are happy. The last thing I want to happen is for you to be miserable because of me. I'm sorry even though I tried at first. I guess I should have just been patient and held out on my feelings and just buried them for the sake of doing what's right. I have a feeling that you are doing just fine. I just can't help but wish that you are longing for me like I long for you even though that is rather selfish and it's not what my head wishes since I know you would not be happy, but it is what my heart and soul and body wish. Well, now I am making myself cry again, so I better get outta here.
Gosh life was so much better with you there to talk to and look forward to every morning! I hope your sunshine will come back into my life to light it up again one day.
Missing ya badly!
Me
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