Almost the New Year

I am hoping that 2012 will bring me a new perspective and less of my pining and whining! Maybe this blog will help me to get it off my chest.

I'm not able to do this completely in the open and will have to change names to protect the innocent and the not-so innocent, but will try and honestly and openly reflect my thoughts on what has happened and is happening. I am starting this primarily to write about my thoughts and feelings about the recent whirlwind relationship with what I believe to be my soulmate and the ongoing problems that I am experiencing as a result of it and it's abrupt ending on November 2/3, 2011. A night and day I will never forget as well as one I know that he will never forget either since he said it was probably the worst night of his life.  I know it was at least the beginning of the worst period in my life maybe ever. And it is still ongoing.

I may also mix in a little about my feelings of guilt, etc... and also about my diagnosis and treatment of breast cancer that I just got confirmed on 13Dec11.

Well, I have to write this somewhat in secret right now, too. So I have to end the post for now as there are family members around.

Happy New Year and I hope it is better! I hope I can resolve some of my issues and move on with life in the way I need to. Cheers and God Bless!