Hey I just have to say that I love you and I still think of you every single day. I'm kind of resigned to the fact that it my be for the rest of my life. But, I know it will probably fade away like last time 20+ years ago eventually and especially when I meet someone. I have been "meeting" some interesting people. I have moved and have been having a great time in my new city. I am still looking for a place to rent. Believe it or not I have several times wished that I could talk to you and get your advise. I know that cannot happen - even if we are to EVER be together it must just happen naturally (or at least kind of naturally), meaning that your relationship must be over anyway first. I realize that I am so sorry that although I already knew that I just threw caution to the wind!
Oh well! It was still probably the most amazing time in my life ever, even though it was followed by one of the worst ever. It rivals 2006/2007 to be the worst, but it has led to so much good - at least good feelings and personal awakenings for me that it was SO WORTH IT. I hope you can think the same thing. If not, I really, really do apologize and hope you forgive me.
Gotta go, but have been "telling you in my head" these things every day. I just have to be careful sometimes.
Love you amazing man!
Me
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